Memory of the Past, Present n Future

I don’t know whether to laugh or cry………..this is so complicated till my head is going to just burst by just thinking about it……why in the world this is happening to me??????? Why, why and why………..i just hate this feeling of being stuck in between and either one decision you will be just guilty of choosing either one…….i had just finish crying and my head felt like it is going to explode at bout anytime………..can somebody please come n rescue me from this dilemma………….i don’t wan to be stuck in a situation like this…………I just hate this……..hate hate hate hate hate hate hate n hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee………