somEthing i wRote durinG leCture

Life is like a candle
It will be burned out
Life now is at its peak
Burning brightly
Which lights the room
There will be one day
Where this light will be
Left with nothing


People should be like the grass
But not the big trunk of tree
Life is not always sunny
There will be a day
Where storms and rain will
Make their way
Strong shall we be like the grass
Hanging to its roots on the soil
Be sure that after all the obstacles
The sun will shine again


If only the world would
be divided into black and white only
How good would it be?
However this is not what it is
There is always a gray side
How peaceful the world would be
If black is black and
White is white

Fall into another dimension........

Lately.....it seems that i'm feeling very stressful.......is it becoz this is my last semester? or its becoz of my assignment, mid term or the fear of not reaching what i had planned for myself......or is it becoz i think too much? it might be due to the fact that i'm afraid of working and facing the interviews? i dunno n i have no idea..........

Last nite heard from my fren who went for an interview which is tough n intense......i'm startin to shiver......it seems like i'm not like myself lately........its bcoz the answer is i also dunno..........only god has the answer or holds the key to my answer or mayb my destiny.........who knows? mayb god is only among us........doin the same thing like us everyday......instead of observing from the above......

Lost

I'm feelin a bit lost today.....first in the morning i got a not so gud news bout one of my family members.....thn i jz couldn't stop thinking bout it the whole morning n i was dreaming away during my biz taxation tutorial, feeling so unease and typin sms and replying and asking questions abt her condition with my sis..........today is like a rainstrom for me....got lots of stuff to do....n i'm feeling helpless n dunno wat i can do since i'm not in pg..to go back aso not rite....not to go back aso not rite........at last i think dat her condition is quite ok d so i'm a bit settled down....but still i'm a bit worried bout her...... :(

BiG biG heAdache...........

Since yesterday till today...........i'm havin a tough time to figure out my assignment (international biz). This sem is a real challenge.....all the assignment can really kill me..........up till now i'm still stuck at my assignment.......so i jz wan to faint n not to think bout this anymore.........dunno who can help me.........

Today my room is a bit warm...........while listening to music....i'm felin a bit lazy all of the sudden.......tomorrow will be a long long day for me......noe y? coz i think i'm having tutorials n lectures from 9.30am to 7.00pm.......with only 2 hours break...........my, my........how tiring this is goin to be........anyway need to sign off first to concentrate my thinking n thoughts on my assignments.......

Finally my tree bears fruitsssssss

I'm so happy now..........finally what i have been doin finally bears the fruit i ahve been waiting for..........my results is finally out........i'm sooooooooo happy till i wan to jump up from my chair...........it is wat i have been waiting for.......it proves dat.......if i work hard my efforts will not go to waste........n from nw......what i wan to do is..........work hard for this final sememster.............n make my cgpa goes higher...........i just can't wait...................this is the fire in me............it will not be put out anymore...........i'm so happy for myself.......n i wan to congratulate myself......bravo to me.........n cheers.......to a new begining of my new life with greater score.................

Alone in the cafeteria

Now i'm in the cafeteria alone with my notebook..........plan to search for some information for my assignment but end up here bloggin..........for my tea time today......i have a butter cake (cupcake) surprisingly, its fluffy n not too sweet.....yum yum i'm satisfied........n i bought a bottle of mineral water but too bad i uncap it........its so frustrating coz i'm so thristy now.........

Being alone is dat bad as i thought.........there r quite a number of ppl here in the cafeteria.....so its quite noisy.........my semester results is not yet released.......i'm extremely worry.......hope dat i can make it thru n reach my aim........if not i dunno.........wat will happen to me..........well enough of dat........

my hands r red from trying to open this mineral water.........poor me.......din even drink a drop of water .........yay......bump into my fren n now i can drink water d, thanks to her........i guess i will stop now.........

Busy Days........

These few days is such a busy day for me......all i did is running up n down the campus....n informing everybody bout the replacement class..........n not to mention carrying lots of notes to distributes to my class....n carrying up n down the notes n wats more carrying the notes thru n fro for those who r absent.......n u can't even scream at them for unconsciously making u do so...........coz dat is my responsibilities..........or else i would be regard as someone who is not responsible........haha.....wat a joke.........

Assignments are pouring in...........it is a real challenge the assignments........n mid terms........wats more with CNY approaching.......i have nothing to say......just wanna wish myself lots of luck n Gambate................to me, me and me, myself............

FirSt day.......

First day at campus, one word "BORED", to get to the point, the first class of the day were cancelled, n i'm stuck there for 1 n half hours before the next class, after the second class, another 1 n half hours break which i guees is for lunch............

At first wanted to go n eat something good, but end up in Mcd in Jusco. Just great, after that i'm stuck in a boring lecture on ' Corporate Governance' bored, bored, bored. What a great events to start off my last semester.

In the end, one word "Just Great"( opposite )

Today is another day......it seems to pass so fast.......today after shopping for grocery in Jusco, we(with housemates) went to watch movie "Game Plan", it is really funny the show n worth watching.......then we went for dinner.....n nw i'm sitting here in front of my notebook n writting down today's history while waiting for my anime to download finish.......

Recently, i'm into animes.....never thought that anime could be so much fun to watch instead of drama series...mayb i'm just getting bored watching all the intense dramas...so a change might do me some good....i have a feeling that this month, i would be pretty busy.....either instinct or no instict, it is still the same busy applies in my life for this month i guess......

A new begining........

Finally i'm back in kl d.........today i had the most shocking thing happen to me on my way back to kl........i nearly lost control of my car, coz its raining heavily........luckily my fren call me to hold my stering straight, or else i duno whether will i be sitting here n writting this blog today......n i really thank her for the immediate response, n really a big thank you to god who have saved n protect me as well........

7th of January will be the mark of my last semester in UTAR........my, how time had passed without me realizing that it is soon for me to go out to this cruel world.....but during the semester break i had lots fun...meeting up with my frens......catching up on each other's progress.......n learning that they r all happy n moving forward in their life..........i'm feeling happy n glad for them.....so wat i wan to say to them is "GAMBATE".......